first on my list

shes first on my list,
to help me stop cutting my wrist.
she helps me threw it all,
she pics me up when i wanna fall.

i want her to be real,
in my arms to feal.
the smell of her hair,
somthing i cant bare.

ill never forget beauitful smile,
it makes me go wild.
all that i feal,
i want it to be real.