Eden’s Beginning

Corrupt me oh corrupter
Strike my mind full of flaws
Eat away my peaceful thoughts
Refill me with your black seed
Bloody buds and
Dead Thorns
Give birth to what was
Dying
Take it upon yourself
To rest the old flame
Soak the heart in this misery
Now strike the match
Again
Can you feel this blood
Running cold with drugs
Pouring from the veins
Of the broken wrists
Again
Can you feel this hate
Drowning in the lungs
Of the dying young
Reaching out to no one
Again
Like he did before
Pushing her away
Just acting as a fake
There’s no love
In misery
Now it’s come to this
Nothing left to do
Jesus Son take this gun
Will you let me hear the boom
Thank you oh corrupter
I don’t care where we go
Take me to a dream
Just take me from this scene
My rehearsed lines were all
Scripted
There’s no place
For
Hypocrites
Follow now
Dare you’re adventure
The Beginning
Has now
Given you
The End
Turn the page
And read
Welcome
To my
Soul

She is My Lady Eden (Number One)

I need to know it's over
So please stop saying goodbye
I need to know the love has died
So please mirror my words when I say I love you
I need to know you hate me
So please unlock the bedroom door
I need to know it's over
My darling when are you coming home
come on and please tell me
I'm tired of this game
If you no longer really care for "us"
then why do you still answer your phone
If you no longer love me
Then why won't you cry when I cry
Give me some kind of closure
Give me one more sweet last kiss
A final goodbye
If you no longer love me
then why did you cry
when they put my body in the ground

She is my Lady Eden (Number Two)

A gypsy son, tired of his roaming
Seeking shelter in her arms
Holding on to tightly
Loosing all control of his heart
Every piece he gave her
Yielding to her completely

And she was all the Beauty
Sharing that beauty with only he
Holding on strongly to his name
Leaving traces of her soul in his
Exclaiming how much she loved him
Yet, she was never fully certain

Anywhere he journeyed
Selfish bastard drinking
Handing out full bottles
Loving every moment of this secret pain
Ending when they're empty
Yes, only when his heart is empty

Answers never questioned
Seeing reason for the best
Hollow feelings, if at all any
Laugh it up
Every tear is yours
You have every right to hate me

All we had was Nothing
See it for yourself
Happy endings are for children
Leaving all the books on shelves
Erasing what we remember
Young and foolish lovers

Aside from all that's happened
Sitting in the darkness
Hoping you've forgiven me
Leaning on the broken knife
Everything is bleeding
You saved yourself from this

She is my Lady Eden (Number Three)

And all of this was always known
So what follows is nothing new
I’m bound by love to tell you
Everything I thought was secret
All I ever said was false
So many wasted visions
So many useless lies
All the new imaginative untruths
And you always knew
Accepted each tale as fact
Closing your eyes to my fake world
Well…
Here it is
I’m done with all my lies
I never even loved you
And tomorrow
I start to tell the truth

She is my Lady Eden (Number Four)

What are you doing
In this exact moment of this hour
Will you join my verse in singing
Can I draw upon your source of power?

Speak through me My Beautiful,
Use my tongue to shatter your silence
In your orchestra, I am but a tool
Mold my voice, to craft your broken balance

Shift in thought, and in order
Chaotic rambles and a dying muse
Get caught in the Spiral of Disorder
Again we sing, ignite the soaking fuse

Hear my song, my voice, my cries
There’s pain, hidden secretly within
Can you feel your way around this dreamlike web of lies
The river rose and overrun and left without this sin

Here we are like butterflies
Evolved from something great
We’re nothing less than single cells under a red sky
We flip a coin for good or bad and call the better fate

Is it not what you expected
You can forget at anytime
Your mind is beautiful while mine’s infected
I’ve far beyond surpassed that invisible line

Leave now and remember nothing of Our Song
Bury all Its memory deep beneath the sand
The beauty of this life is undoubtedly gone
You were a virtue to a soulless dying man

She is my Lady Eden (Number Five)

And I can be
He that you wanted me to be
Everything of me
Can easily be erased
And who I am becoming
Is now a mind forgotten

This world was designed
With the thought of you in mind
And crafted in your Dream World

That perfect fairy tale ending
All you wanted it to be
Can one day soon come true
And that Ever After beginning
We could live it trough

Just take my hand

We’re slipping

Your memory of me

Is fading

That fairy tail ending

Is truly

Just an ending

Lady Eden, Watch It Bleed (Number Six?)

Screaming into words
Bleeding out emotion
There is no sound
There is an absence of your empathy
Clawing into my skin
Scratching at my eyes
The only thing I want to feel

Gone with the emotional
Give me the physical
Give me all the pain

Face to face with the End
Push It away
Continue to Fail
It’s what I do best

I’m that little fucking bitch you hate
And I’m in love with it completely

I dance around
A noose around my neck
Shotgun in my hand

Only to sit back in my chair
And drink away this world

Death is way too fucking easy
So I sit and drink and play with matches

Fighting those in greater size
Give me all you’ve got

Broken nose and coughing blood
I just want it all to hurt

Give me the physical
I’ll kill the emotions with a needle and a drink

Kick me and I’ll laugh
Cut me and I’ll ask for more

!MORE!

!!MORE!!

!!!MORE!!!

I carved Your name into my chest
Eden drips in blood

It didn’t hurt a bit
So I carved it once more

The way I see it
Or the way it is

All the pain I cause myself
Hurts those that pretend to fucking care

It’s liberating to know
I’m stronger than Your God
In my own mind