Moments

In this bubble we reside,
Trying to clamp down a version of the future,
Whilst present in this moment we try to hide.
The depth of denial goes beyond plain sight,
It goes to the darkest corners of our being,
Those places where we are alone to fight.
In these moments the only monster I see is me,
And head to head we go.......
Death's spread about this place,
Each corpse a reminder of the mistakes I make,
Every pit caused by the joy I take.
This field can never be the same again,
I've been let loose in hell.