Broken

I'm broken into a million different pieces
I bow my head and pray to Jesus
Asking for forgiveness for the sins I have
committed
I can't count all the questions I've asked, all the prayers I've submitted
I know I have done wrong, I know the ones I've hurt
It's a pain that will not go away, I feel as low as dirt
I'm on a quest to turn my forsaken life around
Now before it's too late before I am hell bound
I know you cannot see any truth to this, I know
it is hard
For I have had a chance with your, I am the dealer
of the cards
I close my eyes and imagine a wonderful life with you
I open my eyes, instant heartache, I feel like such a fool
I know what it is I've wanted,I know what it is
I've sought
A life with you thats neverending, my past I put to a hault
I want no part of my past, a life I once led
I've turned my life over to God, I'm ready for my future, full steam ahead
All I need now is faith in God, you & I
Jeff I want forever with you, this is not a lie
I can't do this all alone, I need you by my side
I will now longer be scared, I will no longer run
and hide
I will face lifes obstacles, each and every day
I know they can be overcome, for it's God to whom I pray
I know He can hear me, He sees the tears I've shed
I know that He gave His life, I know the blood He's bled
I leave our fate in His hands, and His hands alone
Cause I know it's true love I have for you, it might as well be carved in stone
If you still do not believe when i say i love you
Just close your eyes and ask God, He will tell you that it's true