But no man can show you equal love to God, but I get it, what you missed out on, you gained more through God and it filled a space in your soul that your dad could never fill and because of his neglect of your feeling and love, you found God......Islam has a 'hadith' (authentic recorded islamic avent) that the prophet
muhammed (pbuh) was conversing with his companions and they feared Allah excessively, he told them to look at a woman who was just then hugging her child with love and such care, he asked them, did they think she would every show her child injustice or if they doubted her mercy towards her child, they said, ofcourse not, she is it's mother and she could never show it cruelty or harm, he (pbuh), said in return, Allah(as in God) has more mercy on his creation than this woman has to her child, and while this woman may not always know exactly whats best for her child (spoiling it or making bad choices unknowingly), Allah does know whats best for his creation, and those who believe, like you and I, are guaranteed to feel this mercy and appreciate it........peace my friend.