When I first met him, -n0tHinG- Crossed my mind. When we first talked, He Gave me no feeling. We became CloSER, and Not even i noticed I Was HaPPy . he grabbed my had…& gave me butterflies.

i wake up numb, as i smile back.
my insides are burning, but my rage still hides.
im doing the best i can, to hide the colors inside.
my mind is racing, to the past and back.