My Wedding Vows

Shut the door behind you
So you don’t see me
As I lay my head in my hands
To cry away these fears
Of all the things that shouldn’t be
And you keep walking
Left me cold and wanting
While you run to his embrace
Left with questions
And only time to answer
With solutions that make me
Want to forget everything
That I’ve ever held inside
Of you, the heart ache
Is shaking my soul
You left, leaving me here
I’ve got nothing
I gave up everything
You were supposed to be
My everything and only desire
I gave away my heart
Now I want it back
And you’re little hints
To your new desire
Spark a new fire
And piece by piece it returns
Only to be covered in hate
The only prayer I’ve had
Was to find you
Rediscovering our love
Or to give birth to
And start a new
Relationship without peace
With no words exchanged
With me and you
Till death do us part
With hate
Wrapped around our fingers
I do