Curtain Call

Sliding spiral down this double helix
I’ve hit the bottom and now I’m in a fix
Because it’s easier not too
Because it’s too hard to be great
But if I drown here tonight
If I’m swallowed down into this cold
Then it’ll only be my life that I waste
No one else could I turn to too hate
But it’s easier not to give chase
Yeah and it’s easier not to really care
Because all I’ve ever dared
Has fallen apart, is that fair?
I’ve been ripped apart
And sown together again
I’ve been torn flesh from bone
And mended whole once more
This farce of life is agony with no finale
This stage is bloodied with my dying memories
All I’m asking for is to let me fall
Just give me my final curtain call