impotence

Anger struggles to rise
And slides back, weakly
Now a bit
Out of practice.

Questions to Him
Formed in silence
Die out like life
Answers known already

Sparks, tears, ashes
Last-ditch attempts
Helpless memories
Of a heart’s past

Cajoling and gentle
Kicking and screaming
Providence bulldozes
To pave a road to moksha.