September 30th 2008-09-30

Every time everything seems to go right
Something precious to me goes out of sight
You wish to win and gain yet to gain you need to lose some
I just wished it wasn’t YOU who had to be the reason why I’m in such a slum

I get a smile, a door opened for me
And all of a sudden just like that I think about what could have possibly be
Why am I so stupid?
I should just go and dunk my head in a tub full of lipids

I told myself things be different this year
But apparently their the same I fear
I just wish it hadn’t had to be you
The reason why I’m sad and no longer want to go to school too

Why is my luck so bad?
It just makes me in a deadly combination of mad and sad!
I want to cry my eyes out
But then I want to yank my hair right out of their damn roots

I shoulda knew this was coming
Big terrible heartbreaking disaster forthcoming
But I was blinded by the heart
Too unaware to know I was doomed from the start