sordid, i see me in you, yes i see see me and you
the possibilities baffle my mind, was is something
that long since passed; the times overwhelm, pressure,
and crush us together. i observe, traverse, and pervert
our intentions, but they seem sincere, and sincerity itself
is something from which i will never veer, before my peers
you are something that towers as something so near,
but yet so far, was it love? was it... hmm
it tempts me, tickles me, and drives me, to come closer;
further, to step from my comfort circle and want to reach for you,
why you? well to be honest, im inspired by this moment, where
laughter, lust, and seduction run rampant. am i an obstruction?
i never want my passion to interfere with your ambitions. afterall,
who am i? but a typical suitor, someone to follow your eyes, and
want to be in the background of your mind, subtely. somewhere between the scenes
ive found the possibility of some destiny, some obscene scene that makes me think
that my fickle mind, that same open mind, that whole of time to overwhelm my feelings
my obscenity, my corruptions, my ruthlessness, my darkness, my wholesomeness into
a world so pretty, so organized, so arranged; i feel deranged, chaotic, consummate.
was it something i said? something i did? no, once again, you'll never know.
my insanity is for me alone, me, alone, to grow. me, alone, and you, to never know. :)