Cycle
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I think about you every night your every touch is like a drug
Everyone's thinking im dumb, but your hugs give me a buzz
When i close my eyes at night, i imagine you protecting me
I was trapped inside of that dungeon but you have set me free
Can you hear my cry's, echo through the empty land
Feel the snow, softly falling watching you taking my hand
And your holding it, when you call me baby i melt
Im crazy in hell, emotions start to make me reveal
When you hold me in your arms, im on cloud nine quick
And if your love is like a drug, then i doubt id quick
So now im carving our initials on the tree when our first kiss...
Behold us, now and forever. - Alright but hold up...
I remember being here before, baby i apologize
Feeling like im high n' dry, deep inside my mind just died
Used to have a fuller tank, in those older days she bombed
Took away my life supply, left me with a pain so strong
That i slowly felt, slipping through my whole, bloodstream
How can men of innocence be stripped away of one dream
Now were so, fucked up in our heads that we cant think
Cant remember what it was like to remember past things
Call it a defense mechanism but its whatever man
Sadly though i feel my emotions are now forever damned..
But i wanna try you out, trust me i do...
Im just battling the demons that are coming for you...too.

Note : The first 11 and a half bars personify a young woman who hasnt ever fallen in love before, and how she feels when she meets this dominant figure whom she welcomes with open arms. That beautiful place some of us imagine real still holds relevance to her perception of love. But the latter half of the song is the male figure, who saw the same mountains the girl was looking at but through slightly different windows. Unfortunatly, this epidemic of disturbia is spreading quickly and the wounds shoould be healed. Inside he admits he wants to give it another try but the aftermath of his past still affects his judgement far more than he would want. Also, this song holds no relevance to my life, just a verse of me attempting to enter the minds of these characters.