I want the Truth

Lies lies ande nothing but, My mind is racing, my soul is stuck.
When I try to please all those around me, I put on a mask which makes it hard to see..
I rip apart the issues, leave them in shreds upon the floor.
But when I seek to rid myself of this, I'm left with nothing more.
A circle, a spiral, a never ending maze.
Left within madness, a paradox haze,
Trying to be tame is all thats left of reason,
Until the substance comes together, I shall fight this unseen treason.
I want the truth,
no more lies,
I want the truth behind the eyes.
The vigor, the passion, the honesty of spirit.
I've held on to it so hard, that now I often fear it.
So come together one more time so I may continue on.
To see the truth, yet behind the line, until the day I'm gone.