Chaos Refining

How could I possibly, voice what I must say?

A mass of chaos inside of me, yes, something in the way.

Making my bones quiver,
until I can describe,
All these things inside of me,
and so I cannot hide.

Honesty is all that I have left,
No lies may exist inside this body of mine.
Yet, still I cannot explain..

Primal emotions begin to refine,
I know that,
I must make myself.

Find these things I can believe.
Rationalize and reach forward to achieve,
Find a way to take away all this grief,
and be alive, with nothing left beneath.