The One That Got Away

Crying blood but no one cares
Passing by and all they do is stare
I knew that life was unfair
But I didn't know that it would cheat
Life and death have me beat
But I won't admit defeat
Watch me stand even if you take my feet
Watch me stand as you proceed to take a seat
Superhuman I can hear you breathe
And i can feel your heart beat
Oh Mr. Grimm Reaper don't you recognize me?
I'm the one that got away
The one that looked into your eyes and lived to see another day
But depression made me say
I wish I had died that day
Not knowing that I did
I just don't remember how i died then revived
I saw Lucifer in his throne
Was it him that kept me alive?
And if so why?
All I want is for you to leave me alone
Get out of my head please find a new home
And tell Mr. Reaper stop calling me
This padded room is getting smaller, it's suffocating me
Needle in my arm screaming God save me!