Father forgive my sins I know not what I did
A child who strayed from your path
Tossed the all white and picked up the all black
But feared eternal damnation
Now an orphan at your door begging for salvation
I wandered all my life from here and there to near and far
Always claiming I know not who you are
For I had eyes but could not see
Ears but could not hear
Mouth but could not speak
Terrified at night, I saw the Grimm Reaper in my sleep
He was yelling come with me
But I paralyzed could not breathe speak or think
And you watched my life slowly slip away as I blink
My spirit fleeing my possessed body screaming in agony
Mom I have to know did you plan on having me?