the hardest thing i have ever wrote
you took away what was supposed to be my greatest years

insted ov liveing i lay in tears

was 17 when i met you

u made sure id never for get you

you new excactly what to say

and beat me till you got your way

untill i shut up and couldnt fight no more

id lay in a pool ov blood on the floor

i was only a kid and new no better

had no one there, i didnt seem to matter

i was vunrable... a childhood shatterd

seeing my mother being batterd

i lived with the pain for so long

a life i never wanted but saw no wrong

there were nights id lay in our bed

and pray to god wishing i was dead

one night i tried to escape

it was the biggest mistake i had yet to make

you dragged me back in and started screaming

punched me so hard my face was bleeding

then u reached for the hammer

i ran for the stairs u slamed it down and broke my legs

i dragged my self up as u were laughing

then you took off your metal belt and started lashing

you tour off my cloths they were soaked in blood

then smashed my scull with a bat made ov wood

the pain stops suddenly my whole body became numb

im useless now you had your fun

u knocked me out cold but thought i was dead

i bet not one single tear you shed

the morning light seemed so bright

at first i thought u had taken my sight

i couldnt stand up my body was broken

so i dragged my self to the door and pulled it open

i got out alive and i survived

i still have nightmares of how i almost died

this ones 4 u D.T thanx for makeing me stronger