Moisture falling down my face
Tears of hate, tears of pain
This life I'm living
Its driving me insane
Sometimes I cry
Not even knowing why
Just 'cause I'm alive another day
On this earth I guess I have to stay
Touch this pencil
Touch this desk
Is it really real?
This thing that I feel
Or is it all an illusion
One big mind trick
I really can't tell
Through my eyes blurred with tears
For I've loved and I've lost
And I've felt so much pain
And I don't listen to reason
I fear I'm going insane
All logical reason I lost long ago
How crazy I am I try not to show
By mostly crying on the inside
No one needs to know the side of me I hide