As I lay dying,
Whisper me the truths,
My heart is breaking,
Soul caving,

I tried to be happy,
But every night they came,
Pulled my saddness out from under me,
Theres no where to go,
Im allready home,

Just forget,
Its over with,
Im trying to,
But i cant let go,

Settle around me,
Its a movie everynight,
As i close my eyes,
Watch the horror flick of my life,
Encompass me,

No scary monsters,
No pycho clowns,
Just 2 perfect looking people,
Bringing hell down on you,

I chase my lies,
Trying to forget the time,
No one knows,
No one cares,
You'd rather i not share,

I'd feel better dead,
You told me one night,
Ill give you a great funeral,
I promise, that will make it right

Im not sorry, you said
One day when i laid crying on the floor,
Blood seeping from my arms,
Where i cut them minutes before,
It was just for fun, sheesh your so dramatic,

Just leave already,
You whispered in my ear,
I cant stand the sight of you anymore,
Parental voice a bore,

Try cutting deeper next time,
She yells at me,
Your the problem of this house,
You made him go away,
Your ugliness,

Same song over and over again,
Some random band singing about love,
I'm curious of the word,
Dictionaries forlorn,

I guess im not such a great daughter,
Not listening to my mother,
As shes surprised to wake up everyday,
Shocked to see me still living here,
Dead inside at her dissappointed glares,

It happens to everyone,
No one is perfect,
Just give up already,
No one cares about your memories,

Her soothing mesmorizing voice,
Haunts me everyday,
I cant escape the memories,
It never happened she says,
With a shake of her head,

So i go on,
And act like nothing is wrong,
I'm about to collapse,
But nothing is wrong..