You watch closely by,
As I swipe death across my flesh,
My life is pouring out,
Flowing freely, happily

It Isn't as perfect as I thought,
It hurts and I'm making a mess,
Which ill have to clean up eventually,
Once I'm denied my access,

Your standing there with a smile on your face,
Not doing anything,
Just watching froma distance,
Keeping your gaze on mine,

You're claiming my essence,
Not doing anything to prevent it,
Not hindering my suicidal movements,
Caressing my final resolution,

I believed everything,
All your words flowing oh so easily,
Cut me deeper i whispered,
I need your hurting blades,

You say i don't made sense to anyone,
How could I help you?
You're unfixable,
You whisper sweetly,

I wish I could remember,
A time where I began and ended,
Lived and breathed with ease,
Forever smiling and climbing tree's.

Drip, Drip the only sound,
Accompanied by my heart thumping louder than thunder,
I've stained my clothes, floor and mat,
That wont come out without bleach,

I glance over at you and your moving and moaning,
Your hand is down your pants and rubbing,
You've become turned on by my suicide,
And jacking off at my expense,

Flip the page of your pornographic magazine,
Wipe away the cum,
My life is hanging in the balance,
I guess its only fair to wait for another moment as you come,

My wrists are finished crying,
Their tears blackened red demons,
You're relaxed and fullfilled now,
And im the one they're sending to hell.