back to my life in the most agressive way
There is another one growing inside me
all of the grief i once suffered has surfaced again
should i let this pain be my souls demise again?
through with the medications, for the life inside might cease to exist
want to retain the unhealthy acts of my past
all of the booze all of the drugs
but i choose not to because i want the life inside me
all of the pain i have coped with and lived with for so long
comes back and eats me alive
a flesh eating virus i can no longer control or tame
the rape of my soul, is this life i have lived
to be wise is to learn
to learn is to suffer
cut it all out and i am a void, another human being striving in this wicked world
the cheating, the lies, the rape, the drugs, the law
simple words, so strong in their context
the sum of my being, but i ask if i were summed up in words am i unique?
am i really that different from the others?
everyone bleeds and most cope and live their lives as societies norm
i once had that luxury, which has been taken by my brain
you can take all of these mixed thoughts and use them how u chose,
rape my soul some more, and punish my brain again