Your betrayal affected me

Ask your soul, ask your heart
before you ask what changed me
My torture in your love changed me
After my hope used to make me patient
our betrayal of me affected me
I changed bit by bit
I changed, and it wasn't in my hands, I had no control over it
I began to bury my tenderness for you
And hate my weakness and patience for you
And I chose to go far from you, and became stubborn
I was even able to desert you
See what cruelty does
I used to perceive you with my tenderness
A sea of love and a safe harbor
I used to feel that you were my whole life
My day, and tomorrow, and the day after too
I used to see you with the eyes of my love
Whether you were far or close to me
Closer than my smile is to my lips
Closer than my feelings are to my heart
After the affection I cared for you
After the love I gave you
After the life I lived for you
What else is there that I can give you?

I haven't forgotten love and its covenant
Or its days or nights
But if it's for love alone
Without your abandonment, I welcome it
Your love confused me
And to forget you
I go far away from every place
I went with you, even if it was just once
And I flee from the closest people who know my story with you
And I change any talk that brings back the story of your memory
And you're the one who brought me to this point, with your hands
After my soul was in your hands
I left you, and there's no one in my life
My heart and mind are occupied with thoughts of you
I left you without even thinking
Whether I could leave you or not