Laying it on the line.

Insecurities
Mental distortions
For losing something through internal fear
Adhering to that i admire dearly
Losing the core of my mentality
Lacking a seal to contain myself emotionally
Intrusting all my hopes intuitively, while
Not knowing when the dam draws its instability.
Gaining the momentum, obtaining the ability, to
Forget everything that threw me back into waters
Over the trivial things that become distraught
Regaining that of what i can truly hold
Yelling with no voice, for the silence of my heart has told
Obscurities be gone, and let myself truly unfold, for
Undoubtly, through my internal pandemonium.. I feel..

the deepest pain

and the deepest pleasures

...and maybe that's why I'm afraid to lose it all.