I write this in the hopes that you'll grasp on. I'M sorry.
YOU are not you
or whatever it is that I idealize within you.
So now the time for me has finally come
to reopen my eyes
and discover the true beauty
that my expectations continue to blind.
Trust was my factor
that i continued to fight
and its cause of these inner demons
i tend to lose all insight.
You are who you are
like you feel the way you feel
and that is something i must accept
in order to feel the worth of what I've kept.
Strings will be detached.
Shackles will be broken.
This is me
grounded on my feet
not sugar coating my words
nor relying on the meanings
of the Merriam Webster.
Your emotions are part of what makes you...
"You"
to bare with what you're going through
is already like a way of life
indulging everything you feel
experiencing another entity through you.
Emotions are what makes me who i am
and to know that you're feeling them too
helps me understand that not all of them
will remain constant.
So continue to feel what you feel
and let me intake all of your words
and I'll continue to store them
inside an emotional reservoir
It is a part of us all,
part of it is to take risks
while being susceptible to fall.
It is something we must face
without bearing the mask
a mask of resistance
and delusional illusions.
Like learning to ride a bike
we'll crash the first few times
and when we do crash
the fear of falling again embeds.
This is how fear controls us
don't let it overtake you
so hop back on
give it another try,
till the thought of fear finally dies.
To fall off, and to get back on
is the true way
to learn from our wrongs.
To rid the fear off of the mind
will be key to finally be able to ride.
for it must be created.
Created through the risk we take
as well as the fears we break.
So let us try again
and put all efforts forth.
Trust, i will try.
Like riding a bike.
Trust i will do,
and trust that I'll learn.
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