Im in the back seat,and im looking out the window and
I see that dark clouds consume and fill the sky...
Its put me in a meloncholy type of mood;is anyone
interested in knowing why?...
Simply because its symbolic of the way I've been
feeling lately and up til this very day...
It feels as if im lost and for some reason
I can't seem to find my way...
What moment in life definitively has led
me to where I find myself now...
Could I have done something different to
make my life turn out better somehow...
Was there a single choice that if given the
chance and I were able to make again...
Would I have chosen to cherish the love of that special
woman or chosen not to betray a close friend...
Honestly I think it would have all turned
out the same in the end...
How do we forget the past when it makes us
who and what we are in the present...
My past has giving me nothing if not
a lifetime full of resentment....
Im feeling really down right now and it seems
like there's no end to the declining...
The sky is still filled with clouds outside;now why
is it I can't see any silver lining...