Last one!
You ask yourself
if its true.
Does my heart really
belong to you.
No need to doubt
it any longer.
My love for you couldnt
be any stronger.
But where will that
ever lead me.
No closer to where
I ought to be.
While together,I know
it seems all kool.
But deep down,I feel
like such a fool.
I thought if I made myself
emotionally available.
That some how in some way,
it would turn the tables.
But as we all can tell,I've
had no such luck.
Its clear to me now that you
just don't give a fuck.
I hear you've been hanging
out with other men.
All I can think to myself is
here we go again.
You said you didn't want
me,or any other guy.
Now I see its all been
a pack of lies.
All I wanted was for you
to love me in return.
Anything troubling you,Id
make it my concern.
Who else is going to make
you feel the way I do.
Who else thinks that you're
absolutely beautiful.
Who's going to want to
rub your feet.
Who feels if they don't have
you their incomplete.
When you're sick,who's going
to want to take care of ya.
Who brings you flowers just
cause their in the area.
I'm sure you can find a man
that'll give you the world.
But who's going love you so
much it'll make ya toes curl.
Look,If I said I don't love you
any more,then id be lying.
But honestly ma,I'm just to
tired to keep on trying.
So this is it,no more poems for
or about you my friend.
I know I said it before but,this is
where Chasing Wanda ends.
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Rick
I'm sure any chick you find is going to be happy to have such a loving guy as you. Hope you finally are past this one, who seemed to give the run-around so bad. Your words bleed a lot of pain.
thanks
I guess it shows huh...Ricklovin
rick
that was really good! and im glad to see you have told her for the last time.
once you meet the next girl things will be all new again and the world will seem right!!! you'll see...
hang in there
Linda
thanks linda
I'm ok tho,don't think I'm all tore up about it anymore..I just realize its all for nothing and it'll never go anywhere! Time to move on! Thanks for reading and for the comment,ur the best!
Ricklovin
thanks linda
I'm ok tho,don't think I'm all tore up about it anymore..I just realize its all for nothing and it'll never go anywhere! Time to move on! Thanks for reading and for the comment,ur the best!
Ricklovin
complicated
love is a complicated and bitter-sweet thing and can hurt - so bad... but, if this poem is anything to go by, your a dream man personified... romantic, caring, sincere, loyal - and poetic! what a combo... hope your wanda will appreciate you sooner rather than later, and if later, then the girl whose toes you do get to make curl with all your loving - what a lucky girl she'll be!
thinking of you and wishing your battered heart a speedy recovery!
p.s. please don't stop sharing and writing... maybe you feel like it is all about the crap coming out of you at the moment, but we all have that, and your words touch.... and we all need to have that touch - in good times and sad... having someone else voice the silent emotions we feel, makes us feel less alone in the world. and i hope, with all my heart, that one day soon, when you tap into that writing pit of emotions, it will be overflowing with love, and that you can just as openly share that happiness with us.
phillippa
complicated
Is an understatement phillippa lol...love can be so great at times and others well,you know how it goes I'm sure...but thanks a lot for hitting me up and putting it in perspective for me...you're so right about it all,its just I feel at the moment like I don't want to share anymore...I've never giving myself like this to anyone,and for the first time I try to be a good guy,cause I think she's so worth it and she desevres it...but its all for nothing,makes me want to just give it up completely...and about writing,I don't know...I'm sure ill write again at some point but for now I'm just going to lay low...thank you so much for taking the time to read and for leaving me such a nice and heart felt comment,its greatly apreciated...Ricklovin
worth....
sometimes we need to look long and hard inside ourselves... and realize our own tremendous and deserving worth... no-one in this world deserves to be used, kept on a string and kept around for the other person's convenience. you seem like a pretty exceptional kind of person. please don't ever see yourself as the image she has distorted for you, when you look in the mirror - a person doing the running, the adoring, putting in all the energy - for what? you deserve more, you are worth more. don't ever stop believing that. you are entitled to mutual respect, love and trust in a relationship. you seem to have too much of it to share, and what you give out in this world, finds its way back to you... it's gonna come and find you and completely blow your mind when it does!
i am sorry if i am out of line or have offended you, but i have been where you are now, and all i ended up with was a low self-esteem, a broken heart and a cynical smile... the other person happily carried on with their life, blissfully unaware of the shattered soul longing for the slightest recognition, any measly bit of attention to make me feel like i mattered, like my love mattered, that i touched them... well - i didn't.... they never did appreciate or see it.
all i want to leave with you is this... think about YOU, coz you deserve all that good stuff too!
don't be gone too long on your laying low....
not at all
I actually like all that you've said,and you've hit the nail on the head lol...see I'm already rhyming again...she does keep me on a string for what seems to be forever now cause she knows how I feel...but that's it,if she wants she can put the work in to show me how she feels,if not then fuck her! Sorry for the language....thanks for showing me some love Phillippa...you've brightend up my day for sure!
Ricklovin
Wow Rick...
How did I miss this one? I enjoy your writes not only for the fact that I can relate, but also the way they are wrote, you are clear in stating what you feel, sometimes I get so ticked I can not think that clear... as usual I can relate to most of this, this like any good write is straight from the heart. Just makes me think that good guys do finish last, Sometimes I just have to clinch my teeth and tell myself I do not love her any more.... Good write-Lee
thanks Lee
You see how I put it all out there,when it comes to her I pull no punches!!! I wasn't always the "Mr nice guy"...she brings that out of me...I think we would be so good together,to bad she doesn't feel the same...hey by the way,that sounds like a good topic for a poem"nice guys finish last"don't you think?...Lee,thanks again for reading and commenting!
Ricklovin