Why is it that Im feeling this way,
what could have triggered it today.
I just feel like some big pile of shit,
don't know if I'll ever get over it.
Hang in there,its all in your head,
these are the things I most dread.
My mind can be my worst enemy,been
a while since I've been a friend to me.
So much that has me troubled,put my
best foot forward and yet I still stumble.
Im honestly just tired of it all,its like I
bring myself up only to let myself fall.
Thinking back,its all so depressing,does
a non believer deserve any blessing.