CaNt sAy gOOdbYe

Why doesn't she love
me,as she does him.
Will it ever happen,
chances are slim.
I simply played the
cards I was dealt.
Not considering other
feelings you had felt.
Realizing it now,it took
me totally by surprise.
I was so caught up,didn't
see it in your eyes.
He's there in your heart,
been there all along.
Makes it much harder,
for you to move on.
So that leaves me where,
a footnote in your life.
If that's true,then the
truth cuts like a knife.
I don't know why,and
its so hard to explain.
Me feeling this way,with
a heart full of pain.
So much to consider,in
this our little affair.
It goes without saying,
life can be so unfair.
Thinking of what's said,
all that's been spoken.
Rationalize it,to keep my
heart from being broken.
So much I want to know,the
how's the where's and why's.
Id walk away if I could,but I
don't want to say goodbye.

Reading your post

Always spark these sad memories I have.... I bet I could write a page to every post you write. Until your heart is ready, you're not going to be able to move on. But you are on the right path by writing, it will get better, it just takes time-Lee.... oh by the way, there will always be unanswered questions...

my bad

I know it sucks to remember stuff you'd rather forget...I think I'm ready to move on,as I'm writing I'm thinking and realizing a lot of stuff along the way..so writing does help! Now I'm not saying I'm going to forget her or that she's out my system...but I'm ready to be friends and just do me,without complicating our relationship further...I'm just going to sit back and let whatever happens to happen...nothing else I can do! Thanks for reading for commenting and for the sound advice,I apreciate it! Ricklovin

Don't sweat it Rick,

Your write here just reminded me of one I did,"to Let Go", not much to it, it came out in seconds after a bad day. But the last 2 lines was what finally broke me.
I have move past that now, its not as bad anymore, But some ppl keep posting these sad poems and I keep re-living it....... Rick, I am just being sarcastic, take no offense, you write as many Damn times you need to! If you look up "Angel with broken wings" and check out her poem "killing you slowly", under the replies,is my story in as much as a nut shell as I could put it, alot happens in two years. By the way Angel seems to be a sweat girl and you might find this poem interesting, you may have read it since you been here longer than me, if not, check it out-Lee

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