You know,I haven't heard from
you in the longest time.
I hadn't written anything about
this bullshit and I was fine.
You come looking for me now,and
only God and yourself know why.

Destined to walk alone,
a lonely life eternal.
A creature of the night,
slave to all nocturnal.
Enchanter extrodinaire,a
spell willfully embraced.
Living only to feed,on the

Was it it all just a vison,
an unfortunate dream?
Must have been real,
or so it had seemed.
At a glance both her and
I,in such a romantic affair.
The truth shown through,

An insomniac in love,counting
Wandas instead of sheep.
Drowning in this my love,
because it runs so deep.
Honestly loving her,isn't
enough to be her man.
See i'll never be that for her,

We came in kind of late,it
was one hell of a night.
Downtown New York,
big city,bright lights.
Went to the movies,then
afterwards some food.
Had a few drinks,says
it gets her in the mood.

Listen up...I googled poems by ricklovin,(don't ask me why)and one of my poems came up on youtube being recited by somebody who calls himself DarkAvow..I saw shea ryhai,linda,wolfgirl,ron,shamalama an

A feeling of hopelessness,
lingers through the air.
A feeling I know all to well,
wallowing in my despair.
A certain uncertainty,which
I count on without a doubt.
No one really knows,or even

She doesn't yet realize,
or simply can not grasp.
That our perception of love,
is so different by contrast.
My love without measure,
which she's willing to lose.
Not someone she treasures,

Oh man I have to go so bad,I just
have to take like the only dump.
I have a huge stomache ache,and I've
got to get this crap out of my rump.
My tummy is doing sommersaults,and

April 27th,beautiful day,and
its just about three o'clock.
Getting ready to go out with
my shorty,when I hear a pop.
I know the sound,its so familiar,
and easily I connect the dots.

I want to write you a poem,
one that's simple and sweet.
Id like to tell you how I feel,
when both our eyes meet.
I want to sing you silly songs,
just to put a smile on your face.

Ok,I have some more shit
I need to get off my chest.
Thoughts are kind of all over the
place,but i'll try to do my best.
So,here we are again,where we
say goodbye and "move on".

I keep dreaming of you,these
visions that come late at night.
I see you walking away,as you
do,my heart fills with fright.
Its almost inexplicable,how
these emotions often stir.

I'm writing this poem cause I have
a bunch of shit I want to say.
I know that eventually you'll end
up reading it one of these days.
You and your friends probably feel

You ask yourself
if its true.
Does my heart really
belong to you.
No need to doubt
it any longer.
My love for you couldnt
be any stronger.
But where will that
ever lead me.