MY LITTLE SOUL (I MISS U)
My breath is weakened, I bow in pain.
My little soul inside me growing is not growing like it should.
Need to scream out loud, but I refrain.
It's too late to change whats happened, did everything I could.
I lay on my back, tears down my cheek.
I hold my aching tummy and have a cry.
This pain is more than I can take.
I really dont want my baby to die!
I'm biting my lip and Im freaking out right now.
I see myself in the bathroom mirror.
I'm hoping and praying it'll all just wipe off my brow,
And it's just a misunderstanding, you know, natures error.
When it all came clear that there was nothing more to do,
I sat in the corner just wasted.
And noone and nothing could bring my little soul back through.
It was a cruel reality I had unwillingly tasted.
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patience
I ask Allah to give you more patience, but you have to believe that; this is best for you and him/her. As you do not know if he/she grown my be live his/her life in ill or disability situation or ingrate .. you do not know ... But you should be sure that every thing from our LORD is best for us.... but we do not have patient.
Thanks for your wonderful piece,
peace,
Ubuntu
Thanks for your advise ubuntu.....
emotion is a very poweful thing and I dont see myself as drowning in sorrow or anything but I am a believer in letting out a good cry every now and then, especially when it involves a loss of life.
I never doubt that Allah knows best and that what happened to me my whole life was all merely a test of my Loyalty to Him.
I must admit that I handeled my two devorces better than this miscarriage,
I never thought it would affect me like it did , but we learn more about ourselves every day we remain alive.thanks again and peace.
wonderful, repenter
Now you have made me cry. just listening to your pain. but its really good repenter. i can see you writing it too. it hurts so bad, but its so good for you to get it out. good girl. you did it!
xo
Linda
You'll never know Linda....
You will never know how grateful I am to u to have held my hand thru this time, even if its in a non physical way...I felt like you really related to my hurt as I related to yours.....thank u so much for the inspiration and encouragement.....I really wouldnt have written it if u didnt post urs up...so really thanks.peace.
You are so welcome!!
but thank you too repenter, from me. its always feels good to know you aren't alone; and you have made me feel better too.!!
xoxo
Linda