"Only God Can Judge Me"

“You’ve brought all this unnecessary drama upon yourself.”
The right thing to do was probably to focus on my education?
What happened to: “you’ll never know if you don’t try”?
Well, I’ve tried. And I screwed everything up.
Why do I find myself forced to tender an explanation?
I thought you said that everybody makes mistakes.
Why is this different? Am I less than everybody?
Let me remind you that I’ve always satisfied your expectations.
What about you saying that it’s never too late to make things right?
I beg you a pardon? You want me to stop this “game of quotations”?
Only God knows, you feed on me.
But that’s not the problem.
It’s that my human actions, my human failures, for some reason, are beyond your imagination.
And I’m not bothered by your fascination.
I just want to know: when did I give you the right to doubt my intentions and make laughable accusations?
And now, you question my faith in God and in Judgment Day?
Hehe, that’s another failure.
I know that. I just failed to apply its implications.
But since we’re talking about God, tell me;
If God would forgive me, why can’t you?
Is that a good ending for this conversation?
Because we’re done talking.