Traces of your mistakes
Hinder application
On every matter
That hints dysfunction.

Succumbed in hesitation;
To meander among regrets
And stumble among
Safety-damned nets.

Will I ever shed my cloak?
Or am I bound to fears
That I have nurtured
For too many years?!

And as this assessment draws to an end,
I can already feel my aim to nonbeing descend.