it started so well this sun drenched winters morn
a pleasant dream waking a smile in my eyes
and then she started
yelling anger flashing
your not a real man
why, won;t you fuck me
i know you want too inside
and she;s right of course i do
get hard looking at her
but; she needs to realize
she,s not well in myrid
and i are not the one to reinforce painful old pathways
of use and abuse
i come from my heart
wanting to help heal her
my desire pushed aside
saying in the first moment of beginning
this isn;t about sex
for you a growing time
i,ll gladly help in what ways i can
and when your whole again
the monkey will sing a new chord into form
fuck you , your not a man, take me rape me
i started to cry
holding her tight untill the screaming stopped
telling her i know what its like to be dead inside

one last thing to say
fuck all the arseholes ,male and female
and the damage you cause
look inside and change your lives
for the betterment of all mankind