Seperated from the one who holds my heart
The world now unsafe cold and hard
Too much space was given to move ahead
But now it's harder to reach for anthing cuz of this space I dread

You are always needed my love my heart
It gets harder to breathe, eat, sleep when were apart
I need you like a flower needs the sunlight
I need you like a child needs a womb to have life

Stop apologizing everytime you hurt me enough to make me want to leave
It's not going to change anything that's been done to me
I always hear how sorry you are and how you didn't meant it

I just don't understand how my heart can still beat
And how you can pretend everything is fine so naive
I was'nt trying to run I was trying to breathe

Why did it have to be u who took my heart?
I loved u with all of it
why are u now tearing it apart?

Why must you eat at my head making me believe
that you want me in your life?

Have you ever got so lost in your head?
Doesn't matter the thought it always read dead end
Have the ever felt the world so small?
And you start to feel lost no longer tall

If only I could have saved you
If only the truth wasn't true
I wish I could have done something to help
I know you felt a lot of pain and no one listened they yelled

Too much pain she hurts,cries
Way too much pain for anyone's eyes
He walks in the door smacks her down
She looks up at him with a frown
Confused lost and alone

I used to be my own best friend
It's sad to say the way it ends
I barred myself till there was nothing shown
Felt like I was lost and left all on my own
I hurt myself extremely bad

I write this will just incase
Life is something I choose not to face
Take my journal and let it be shown
Let my words be heard and known
Take my poems and read them out

woke up this morning felt the world on my shoulders
Only then I realized same problem just a bit older
Coming a long way from scars and pain
Misery will not win,defeat my strength

I forgive you so I may sleep right to night
I forgive u because I push ppl away I want always in my life
I forgive you because I've learned so much through ur mistakes

I saw how the sorrow masked what once lived
Laughter was taken away so to you no longer exist
You look at everyone as if no clue of the world in sight

I get hurt with scars and bruised
And yet I still have time to think of you
Alone hurting with many bad thoughts
Still trying to stay tough against what's eating me raw