You are so pitiful
the way you conduct yourself

You come at me as a coward
and yet arrogant
though strength was on the shelf

Did you really think
that you could outwit me?

Buried down
in the ground
hidden away
wrapped in peace and safety
that banner that you display

Is your piece
that which you never brought out into the light

It is away from good use

I don't like the way you talk to me
I don't think you know who I am

First of all
you came into my world
so I don't see how you can think
that you can have demands

I hate it when I demoralize
I hate it when I make fun

I hate it when I pierce with cold
I hate it when I automatically scold

I hate it when I debase
I hate it when I have debauchery

Where are all the voices in my head
that are supposed to show me what to do?

I am alive and well
but romance is adeu

Holiness to the LORD
along with strength ascribed

Tell me
you worthless fools
who thought that sincerity was in doubleness
and that my sincerity was not in Christ

Tell me
you liars
who lie through your teeth

What do you have to say for yourselves?
Prepare yourselves like men and women
and cast that phallic symbol
and Ishtar statue behind

I am tired of writing your name

Paul said not to curse the brethren
and yet why do you rise?
for curses are even beyond incantations
which you think there they only survive
for you have cursed God and His Holy Spirit

So you just wanted to stand by and watch me fall away
that was your poison
which you took into your heart
along with waiting for me
as if humility was condemnation

How did nothing I did
lead someone else to fall away?

Because I know love
and the Spirit of Elijah
and the Spirit of Jesus Christ in truth
having always known Him
and been with Him

Let me get this straight
everyone calls me a freak
but the love of God says to not call
or talk to me

So when I fall
there are no Christians to help me up

I can't count on anyone

You have done nothing
you workers of iniquity
and falsehood

You were never with Him
and have only dishonor
as your plank
on which you thought I stood

If you really believed what you say
and really had love
you would have told me you were married

Everything is according to faith
just as I was told
to believe...whatever

This was in your name
as it was you people tried to take away

Don't think God makes examples of people for His power
even those who claim to be saved?

I guess it makes your family

When I called your heart down from heaven
it was fat, dirty, greasy, hairy, and brown
as soon as I destroyed it
I gained my talent
and entered in

as it was given for both of us