Ten thousand days
will never be enough for the fire
that burns within me
like a tested shrive
that comfortably turns the stomach
in a shrively bunch
where visuals ascend
and the mind bends

Seeping
my spirit person avails
the dark and spiny place
calls my flesh home

Home within an alien form
I am just beginning to call my own

The Spirit changes me
exchanges my Hell and Death

The lines of sex
and the sex of lines
create

Drowning in rainbows
rather, pulsating
with life's breath

A dawn escapes
in a dominion of happenings
where divine love is drawing

Soften me
with a temperment
align me
with a haunt

I shake the collective dust off
as I pull myself aware
into a discovered weather
turning a mattered head
with or without loss

She awakens me
in the morning
the dawn aspires
like the color blue

I awake in her arms
and she in mine
hearts interconnected
bearing chimes

Doubtless I surrender
in an imaginative love

Misunderstood by himself
the tremulous tiger turned white
"I am a mystery" he portrayed
whether I lie down or fight

I no longer am a conquest
for I have perfected the hunt

Hi!
I call myself a Christian
and I think that there's more to life than sex
and I think that life is a process

Sex isn't all there is to life
neither is being married

I spoke to the spirits
raping me
saying and doing all the right things
to fulfill prophecy

Someone once tried to deliver me
from Jezebel
because they thought me religious

You don't even know
what my thought process was

And this is what the demons
want to take away
because they want to be able to predict
and also even overtake me

Ever heard
or seen
anything
come up from Hell?

Ever saw something
you weren't supposed to see?

It's usually a demon
if you know what I mean

I made my bargain
with Jezebel

Thanks for your discipline
but I don't need any of your S and M

If we are going to do this
like together
then I want gentleness

Beaded pearls
flow in the stream of tomorrow
I pick them up
and pool them into my mouth
and they turn into light
so mellow
and extravagant

This heart has it's cool breeze

Satan came by
and said
"I fell because I wanted to see God
in His wholeness
in His incorruption
and that is why I tried to ascend higher than heaven"

But Satan didn't want to stay

My meditation was immuno
if you know what I mean
it was safe and agile
not to overstate or understate the obvious
cause all you need is a tiny taste
like little droplets of clear fluid

I think my daughter turned into a butterfly faerie
and flew away

Maybe I shouldn't ruin her fun
call her pagan
and or teach her the same

As a Jade
she's such a cute little cornerstone