Blinded by my own expectancy
I crawl as the sea
blinking
I watch closely
Just as the air I remain
but to what direction
does my apprehension hold?

These negative smilings
they are the leaves
the autumn's witnesses
dying and cracking
they divide and cease to be

I have a condition
a gathering
by which my senses un-feign
remarking what's done
I travel to the bottom
and see the chains
the remains of care
the assuredness of the storm
the enterprising norm

Black out
and twinkle
debating in full
let's let these memories fail

Characterize my needle
and transport my season
I can't harmonize what I feel
there's so much danger
I laugh but it's still there
and not until the greater picture came in
did Hell's kin receive their Sheol
their own bowl
a malignant sore
for their own fallen church’s vessel

Galvanized steel for hair
I embark upon my storm
Readily able to fear the Chosen One
but I savor the atmosphere
and already conduct the electricity-
my own glare

Sing and bend
finalize
adhere
I'm blank in expression
tearing out the mirrors

Going cold in the shadow
I brace until I dare
changing for the better
I become myself
and all that to me is dear

Feel the gyration
the magnetism in movement
a field of vision
made spherical
by the focusing and choosing
the choice from dissections
a little jealous Lover-
God the Creator
Who makes my every member
to lose nothing
yet grow
as He's the desire of all nations
the fulfiller of those who may still be wayward
because His testimonies give favor
and the spoil of nature

It's all perfect
and glorious
in every endeavor
My God is love
and He's a giver
Giving pressed and dense gifts in a good measure
His best from the better
though there may be stormy weather
just watch the river of pleasure
the fruit of pleasure everlasting
so suffer if you already do
and let your person and voice not get bitter
and so you'll be at peace with the Maker
and never find never

Agnosticism is Gnostic
they just hold their hands up
and play show and tell

But the secret is with the little
like the ladder
and finding Jesus
in which there is no other that can compare
no alternative
no like minded sphere

Tell the evangelists
that there is no secret knowledge
who strive against atheists
however also ask them
is God's arm naked and bare?

To know God
one must taste and partake
and is faith the unknowing surrender?

Does it give euphoria
for acting by letting go?

Is there anything one can first do
which is the open and all known answer?

Evangelism that hates secrets
is the one world common government
and harlot
not having oneness
except with religion
the speaking idol's 'grandeur'

Works are things we do in love for each other
and this is why James named pure religion

But to be bound is not good
As with religion’s root
just as Paul said to take no OTHER yoke
so now look at Naaman’s sincere first love

God can fill in the cracks
and give beauty for ashes
foreign spoil as well
and in this is it fulfilled
that we have sufficiency for ourselves
and an abundance left over for others