one crazy night
nobody went home
people sleeping everywhere
in increments of
two three and four
in just a snapshot
in mornings aftermath
it admittedly looked
well, kinda bad

what do you believe in?

I believe in myself

I believe in my intentions

(but sometimes, i'm just full of crap)

I believe in nothing

hermaphadite midget
alligator lady and
three carnies
these were the people
i called Margaret,
Mom, and Jim,
Ringo, and Jack
Margaret poured
my Lucky charms
after she shaved
her beard and

(*DISCLAIMER- i never said my genre was love)

do you believe in love

sometimes

what about

soulmates

maybe one

maybe none

one at a time

polyamory

makes me feel

without actually unveiling reality and blinding the world i will share with you that it's just past 3 am and i am being haunted by the ghosts of food i shouldn't have eaten.

i went to an AA meeting today
and no as a matter of fact
i didn't wrap my car
around a tree or wake up in jail
or the hospital or somewhere
i couldn't find my pants

just the other day, the town drunk received a call from a member of a cult that he used to belong to. he hadn't heard from the guy for a long time. after 10 years of no contact whatsoever.....

Ice scream!

Candy!

I've got sugar

I've got salt

Ooooh, i've got somethin' so sweet

FUN FUN FUN!

psssst....hey you

cutie come closer

You lie! You don't love me. I'll never have a Chinese baby! Not now. Not ever!

I remember waking up
not sure what to call it
Didn't have a word for it yet
They said it was Park Forest

Illinois, that is

screamed
rubbed my eyes
flailed about
screamed some more

i hate the sound of my voice sometimes
this house is not my own
my mouth is not my own
this space in my face
is used to being rented out
it's appointed with cheap linoleum

You forgot to pick me up from school again I was standing there crying and alone when a friend of yours showed up. He said that you asked him to pick me up.