Heart is heavy, eyes are full.
Trying so hard jus to release myself form his hold.
Darkness surrounding me, it’s so hard to breathe.
How foolish was I, believing him, I gave him my heart, my soul.
It was all a game; nothing means anything to me, to him.
A life once held dear is now dead to me.
The smile that once filled my life is now and forever gone.
Who can I turn to; to help put together the shattered pieces of my heart, my life, and the shattered pieces of me.
How could he hurt me, every one thinks they will be different but who really is.
Frazzled I felt around for something, anything, it’s getting harder to breathe, heart rate is racing.
Jus please remove the pain.
Alone! I was, but what’s this, something to cure myself from this dark spiraling depression.
With this blade I'll remove the part of me that’s ailing me the most.
Release myself from any and all ties he has on me.
Collapsing to the floor I was finally free.
With warm blood racing down my body, I couldn't help but have a smile on my face.
A smile of defeat,
Removed from loves painful hold I was finally free.