On Top the World

It started of happy day full of rainbows and unicorns and all that bull
But thats not the story I'm telling you
How could something that started off feeling so right leave me feeling so wrong
Soacking wet head to toe in my own blood
Tears pouring so hard from my body i thought they would never stop
Breathless
It just hurts so much
He told me he loved me
We were suppose to always and forever be forever in love
You promised me
I believed you
Putting my heart and soul in every minute we spent together
Falling harder and harder to the truth
Maybe if I close my eyes it'll go away
Just please God take this pain away
I know this cant be what God intended
Am i just a sick joke to you, was all of this just for kicks
Anyways come here... closer
Do you want to know how I feel off of the all time highest place to a breathless low place
He pushed me
The love of my life.!?.!?.!?
Piercing my soul even to boan and their marrow
Right through my back
It was all him