Look, I don't dislike you
Quite the opposite actually
Although I wish I did
I wish I didn't have feelings for you at all
Or, even better I wish I couldn't feel
I wish emotions didn't exist
I wish you could feel the way I feel
And that I could feel nothing
It'd be like we'd switch places
Everything from me
And nothing from you
It makes me sick when I look in the mirror
Knowing what I want is what I can't have
What I want is sickening in itself
You