damned i am
a beast in this world
a torrent i've created
and being destroyed by;
i can only gaze at the sky
with cursing eyes
and walk with darkness afoot.

A rejection of God,
pushed aside
near the edge
given that extra push...

i dont scream as i fall,
i never die;
a rag doll dropped by an orphen with an ashen face
picked up once again for the cycle.

i'm trapped in the hourglass of life
the memorial sand
desending
drowning
choking me so,
someone
build sand castles around me before i suffocate...