Sadistic.
Permafrost for dead hearts,
Waiting for someone to take one swing and shatter it to pieces,
No blood drops just black shattered parts.
Broken from the dark unchanging creases.
Mockingly I smile and wait for signs of pain,
You stare at my snare watching in disdain.
The sensors then start to work in your brain..and now your in trouble,
You do not fall, I'm surprised, but over.. you double.
The walls start to close in which seems to make it worse,
I love to watch people plummet and i laugh when they free fall,
Smile, as they hit rock bottom and cannot scream nor curse.
Remember that hate is constant, while love seems to seesaw.
DON'T fuck with me,
I'm unpredictable and verbally violent,
But I'm actually learning to be nice for you luckily.
All the while i still have trouble keeping silent.
But i do enjoy this, I want to see the pain you mill through
And when I'm through, I'm done, and I hope the pain kills you.
Sadistic
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perma frost for dead hearts
not completely frozen, decaying. This brought me back to a dark place in my life. Unpredictable and verbally violent coming out with the power of destruction, words. Watching the pain and enjoying it. Dark stuff, glad I'm not there anymore. Well written. raskin
Thank you. I used to be this
Thank you. I used to be this way when i was very young and going through it made it easy to bring the same emotions back. Like you i changed. Thank you for your time.
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