Cant deal anymore,
burried so deep inside.
To help you...
all i can do is hide.
I'm sure in all these..
days, months, years, He's forgot!
But me, with all the nightmares,
each night, i can NOT!
You, mother, know deep down,
You know what is real!
But that wedding ring,
it sure sealed the deal!
You've made mistakes mom,
I know all about it!
But that shouldn't justify
Your daughter goin through this shit!
I have a secret mom!
One i can probably never tell.
And for that, each day
I go through Hell.
I'll die with this secret.
For your happiness n my love for you.
Although..
I'd love to scream it to you
But i fear,
You'll NEVER know!