Here I lie.
Darkness surrounds
My bleeding wrist,
My falling tears,
My silent death.
All for you...
There you go,
Your presence
In my head,
In my hands,
In my words,
Killing me...
I want to believe
The words you speak to me,
But how can I
When I can’t believe myself?
[Drowning in my reassurance.
Everything’s perfect on the surface.
Mirror images of what we were.
Can this really be what we wanted?]
There you are.
Silence surrounds
My deafened ears,
My darkest fears,
My broken heart.
It’s all the same...
Here we were,
Putting on an act
For them,
For us,
For what?
Nothing’s changed...
I want so badly
Those three words for me to say,
But how can I trust you
When you’re letting me slip away?
[chorus]
Am I everything you wanted?