It's All or Nothing

Being good too long is devastating
It's time to start procrastinating
Craving for some respect
But a lot I don't expect
Just simply tired of being run over
I'm done being a beholder
Another person inside has grown
I want to try a different zone
Hold my hand and walk with me
Or hold me back by my knee,
Don't expect me to turn back
I'm getting a anxiety attack
Tomorrow you'll agree with me
But until then nothing we will be