I should not be
awake!
I should be
dreaming!
In the nights of our lives
we should be
blooming
and should stop the ache
that torments our
hearts!
But since I don't know
what you're expecting of me,
it's too hard
to bloom in the night!
With a burden to take!
I should not be awake!

I should not be
writing!
I should be
leaving!
In the mornings of
our old lives-
I should be leaving
happily!
And should take the sorrow
you used to deny!
But since I don't know
what you're expecting of me,
it's too hard
to not regret one thing!
With a burden to take!
Oh,
I should not be
writing anything!!