I searched for the words to describe how it is I feel,
Left my mind in limbo, without words I've no way to deal,
Trying so hard to be strong as my spirit and strength started to collide,
Wondering why you passed on the chance to be here by my side,
Overwhelmed by the sensation of failure I've grown weak,
But what's left to be said when i'm just too hurt to speak?
It's the same old song repeating, it's all that I can listen to,
But then again it's really all I have to remind myself of you,
I can't help but feel so lost when I know that I'm better then this,
I'm no longer a soldier, every hit has been a miss,
Why can't you just be honest? We've all made our mistakes,
When I can see it in your eyes that all of your reasons are fake,
I'm so tired of others trying to protect me from another broken heart,
Who are you to decide what I need? You're tearing me apart,
Every word out of your mouth is so beautiful and cruel,
Why do you have to be that burning flame treating me like I'm fuel?
You're constantly refusing everything that you desire,
For once I just wanted to be someones fire,
You knew it wasn't easy for me, always being the one to bleed,
Were all just trying to earn our wings, trying to be freed,
And while you continue to seach for something you've already found,
I'll be here praying for my chance to leave the ground,
When I sleep to dream, it's always you I see,
Laying there beside her, I know you're thinking of me,
I told you I'd do anything for you, the way that you looked at me,
The way you touch me, you know that we were meant to be,
I'd like to be able to tell you that one day I'll move on,
But you will always be the lyrics to my song.