Finally I have come to terms with all this hate,
From all the lies which I had willingly ate,
All your broken promises that have torn me apart,
In hopes that you would fill the void in my heart,
So how’s this for a tragic love song?
Built on pain so real, any broken heart could sing along,
I could feel the wind blow through the holes in your words,
As far back as they have pushed me I can only look forward,
You told me you'd always be there, words I've heard before,
Instead of trusting my instincts, I trusted you more,
So here I am, choking on my most recent mistakes,
The same old feeling every time my heart breaks,
I just really wanted for this to be real,
I'm running out of ways to deal,
And all I can do,
Is focus on my hate for you,
For the way you looked into my eyes,
As you spoon fed me all your beautiful lies,
If your heart could burn the way these tears do,
I still would never wish that on you,
I just wish it wasn't me,
Another victim down on their knees,
Was I a fool to think that something there felt real?
Do you even remember how to feel?
You opened all the wrong doors,
And one day this pain will be yours,
Now you're just another burden on my heart,
The knife that's slowly ripping me apart,
You're the heroin to my veins,
The mistake I can't help but to make again,
So tell me, how does it feel?
Knowing your heart is made of steel?
Even after the price I've paid,
I still wish you would have stayed,
One day you will find what you're looking for,
A world to yell your name as it turns cold and sore,
As these wounds continue to swell,
You'll always be the king to my home in hell,
Built beneath the fire in your eyes,
Every cruel pleasure I'll ever deny,
Those demons that just won’t leave me alone,
Have placed the thorns upon your throne,
In hopes that one day you to will bleed,
Nurturing the birth to the devils seed,
But I fear that the world's not ready for you yet,
Knowing you'll always be my hearts greatest threat.