I feel you in my dreams
I sence you when I fear
I dont know how to get
You out of my mind or thoughts
But somehow you are
Trying to tell me something
That happened four years ago

Somehow you are taking me
Back to where you were that night
And writing that note,and in the barn
Taking your last breath,wondering if
This is the right thing for you to do
And wondering if anyone would come
And save you like the last time when you tried

I tried to hide the pain that you give me
But something tells me to say it out loud
And to see if there is anything that we can do
But knowing that there is nothing that we can do
Since its been four years,and no one stopped you
But knowing that you are always remembered and
Loved by your friends and family,it just feels so different
That you are gone,and we are still here,fighting whatever it is

Love you Jaimie
Miss you terribly
Rest In Piece my friend
May you fly with the angels above
And keep us all safe down here in SC